It became my hobby at the visits to look at the dealers, no matter if it was the dealer at the blackjack table, the poker table, the craps table or any other casino game, they were all good looking, and I tried to find someone ugly, someone repulsive, someone who will make me puke and run away from the casino and there wasn't anyone like it. Even in the sleaziest casinos in dark basements the dealers were handsome.
To check what is going on I tried to become a dealer, I have everything to be one, knowledge in different casino games, I know how to host games and how to handle costumers that do troubles, I saw all those situations in the casinos I visited. But one thing I don't have, I'm not good looking, it's not a taste issue, I'm ugly and no one can argue with it, even my mom never said I'm beautiful when people asked her. And in the end I really did not qualified, they said I'm not professional enough but I knew the truth. I'm just don't look good, it's not that I want to be a casino dealer so much, I just want to know that there's an ugly casino dealer somewhere out there.
Now I'm trying to find my ugly dealer on online casino s, the ones with the live dealer's option, I play and pay only to watch the dealer, sometimes I don't even look at the game, just at the dealer, hoping that the ugly one will show up. For now, I'm still waiting.
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